frustration

i have had what i want in my hands but mine it will not be.all sorts of shit goes down in this world and all of bad things happen to people but the only reference we know is our own personal scope.and a lot of times our scope is nothing short of tragedy.in the big picture it is pretty meaningless but when you are down in the trenches that little bit of frustration mounts and mounts and you are pretty sure that the world will stop spinning if it does not turn around soon.it is easier to lament about whatyou do not have than it is to appreciate what you do have,i suppose this is what drives us all forward,being satisfied is not a trait exhibited very often in humans.