must....

must go squat even though everything hurts
must make 500 pounds by new years
must make the foot ball fags in the weight room feel even more inadequate when a guy half their size out performs them because they know not how to lift
must come home and question why i do stupid ass shit like this on a regular basis
the answer is it is a sad life to be weak physically or mentally and the day you quit pushing is the day you should be planted
enough platitudes