my rollieflex
i think it is a 1963 but i have to check the numbers again
fine german optics
no meter
all mechanical
it will be around long after i am gone and still working too
something to be said about that

love me for i am beautiful

got a digital cam now i play

i am tired

i will go backstroke in my tub,50 laps should do. then i shall fall into a fitfull sleep,dream of improbable situations,wake up exceedingly more tired than i am now and trundle of to work.

that shall be 56 hours of work this week-yay. can you feel the joy that i exude in being privelaged to make fixtures for stores they will not even let me into.that is not a joke.

tomorrow i shall attempt to post something witty,fail and write something completely lame.

bubye now

sharks cove
north shore
ohahu
hawaiian islands

the way past

wow found this one in the archives,this must of been around 1992-93.i was an unjaded intrepid bike courier.now i am jaded and not a bike courier.look at that hair and i still have that hat.and that shapely thigh ooh baby.
good quality pic considering it was a olympus pen ee half frame camera. each neg half the size of a typical 35 mm neg.

today was trying

fuck was i bored today,the world was a great big succubus eating my soul one long minute after another. gotta work saturday,that sucks bobo,tomorrow i get to countersink a million more hole in stainless steel. my asshole is puckering in anticipation. the problem with what i do is quite often i get left alone in my own head,not a great place to be. it is scary in there.turmoil,nihlism,iconoclasm,bad thoughts,ok thoughts,impure thoughts.


i want therefore i am

but you are not allowed

i know but that knowledge does not quench the desire any


tomorrow comes too soon,sweet unconscienceness awaits

sean i make you look beautiful

so i photograph someones graphitti,is that copyright infringment?

for kay

the benefits of being alone

i have an engine block sitting on a small book case in my bedroom. it used to sit in my kitchen but i decided that the bedroom was more appropriate. oh yeah there is an alternator there too.who is gonna tell me i cannot do that,i am the master of my own domain.i'm out.

he looks like i feel

drinking red bull and listening to system of a down

i am strangely calm

winter is closing in soon to consume the landscape with its white fluffy covering of freezing death.
i will bow my head to the will of the weather gods and hold fast till spring comes to reedem me.

the composing of a photo

now look at this photo of me playing with some lumber,seems the photographers of the highland games seem to always frame pics with that most traditional af all scottish accoutrements in the back ground-the port-a-potty

2 people i knew committed suicide. 2 became born again christians. they had the same problems,life had no meaning to them. 2 chose oblivion, 2 chose an external source to with a vague promise of eternal happiness. i would choose oblivian.